As it turns out, sleep deprivation is not condusive to writing and, couple that the neglect of putting black on white, you will find yourself in the position of writing about writing. Normally I would just forgo jotting something down and watch a film or play some sort of video game (I have developed a recent fascination with art house games) but the virtue of daily writing and the urging of a friend sitting across from me at the cafe. This is all terribly meta, I know, and consequently just a preface to anything of real substance (and I legitimately wonder why you are still reading).
Isn’t this, however, the case with much of our media consumption these days? in lieu of any absolutist or, to be softer (stronger?) in my language, courageous ideas we are willing to proffer, we find ourselves pushing the real questions to the background only to ask continually more and more basic questions. We are enamored with–and please pardon the word–”prioricity.” I know it is the case with me anyway: the only question I ever seem to ask anymore is “why do I/you think we know what we know. I, and quite possible a large swath of academic culture, spend our times on prefaces and prolegomena. A few years ago, and if you read this blog (or its earlier incarnations) with any frequency you will surely remember, a trilogy of essay I began discussing:
1. Why I should write
2. Why I should not write
3. Why I should not play devil’s advocate
The purpose of the essays was to assualt prioricity, to out-meta the meta, and show the covert vacuity of the ironic and clever. Quite naturally and un/ironically, the beforehand-saying obscured and frustrated the trilogy itself. My plan? To out wit the clever by its own gestures rather than criticism, sketching a protrait of the clever.
In a culture where meaning is defined less and less by the external world and more and more by one’s perspective of it, rhetoric and, consequently, hermeneutics shapes our beliefs more than in the postivists heyday. Successful rhetoric, the arguments people buy (the economic term is not accidental), are more powerful than any measure of “objectivity.” (Now I am as skeptical as the next contemporary about such words as “objective” and will in the future replace it with “intellectual honesty” or “proper reading.”) In other words, the clever has more value than the true (shall we say, instead of “true,” “honest and charitable assessment” or “philosophical” in its most etymological sense?). But I am not sure that the essays are actually possible, that they cannot stand on/by there own feet/feat. Perhaps the clever cannot out wit itself. Only time will tell. Shoot, it helped unravel modernism, didn’t it?
Regardless, I am using this post to give myself the impetus to pick up the essays again. I have a reasonable amount of time to work on the project because I have a few other projects I am working on. Andrew has a new theory on how to avoid procrastination, differ projects with other projects. Something is bound to get done eventually.